This was a powerful story, and I enjoyed getting to see the depth of Nitasha’s character. She is presented as an Indian American teenager trying to look normal to her peers. I appreciated how the book addressed her anxiety and depression. Even though these are dark topics, it is important to bring light to mental health issues. Navigating subjects like alcohol and self-harm is difficult, but the author and illustrator were able to show their effects with care and impact. 

I found Nitasha’s traditional Indian family an important element to the story. From particular spices used to the religious services attended, the reader is given glimpses into the dynamics of her culture.  In this family, expectations include becoming a doctor, not talking back, focusing on her studies, and marrying an Indian man. However, Nitasha wants to be seen as “normal” to her peers and longs to find her own voice. This contrast effectively highlights the two worlds Nitasha is forced to juggle everyday. 

The pacing of the story was quick and mirrored how fast mental health issues can escalate. One decision can have lasting consequences. There were some time jumps back to childhood and some imagination scenes. These are all needed to get the full picture of Nitasha’s life. I liked how the backstory was integrated into the narrative, enhancing the emotional impact and adding depth to the plot. 

I would recommend this book to teenagers, but with a content warning that self-harm and alcohol are discussed. It is nice to see books about difficult topics because it takes away some of the stigma surrounding mental health. The illustrations were beautiful and make it appealing to graphic novel fans.