Would you be afraid if your boyfriend was going to kill you? Would you want to have nothing for food but blood? And do you think it would just be horrible not to be able to get a tan? If you would answer yes to these questions, be glad you're not Beth Frasier. She has to deal with all three of these situations, and that's the reason why she really doesn't want to be a vampire anymore. She thinks her boyfriend wants to kill her because she transformed him into a vampire, and the only way he can be human again is by killing her. She wishes she could eat something good, without throwing it up. Blood is the only item on the menu for her! And Beth can't go outside, because she can't tan! If Beth can figure out an old Latin formula that would allow her to see sunlight again, or kill her maker, without being killed herself, she'll be stuck forever.